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July 18th, 2009

12:31 pm
I've had a wonderful two days. This actually scares me.
Current Mood: refreshedrefreshed

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July 9th, 2009

01:05 am - "She's transformed from an actress to an attractress."
I love having my new camera. It is so much fun. We goofed off for quite a while at work with it. A few stop actions film type deals. I have a huge head ache. I'm gonna go lay down.

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July 4th, 2009

03:02 pm
"Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing... I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen. I don't know. Maybe I had my happiness. I don't want to believe it but, there is no man. Only that moon."


May 30th, 2009

03:16 am
I  really really enjoy spending time with you. You make things more enjoyable. I think I may have a decent crush on you. El fin.


April 8th, 2009

10:33 pm
I don't even know why i still have this thing. It's kinda silly really. All I really use t for is to see if other people update theirs and even on the rare occaisions I try to post I end up stopping half way through an entry realizing it's dumb because I feel I have officially become lost within myself. And I think in a way it's worse than it's ever been. I feel even less at ease with people than normal, hiding something from everyone. Never letting the full truth reach anyone's ears, different parts of every story to different people. It's frustrating really, but everytime I notice it, I make it worse. I dunno.

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March 2nd, 2009

11:29 pm
just when I thought I had all my shit straight, all my pieces in line; i take a few decent shots directly to my self-esteem and i'm low again. i just scare myself too easily in the corners and i get trapped within my mind. i dunno.. i just needed a minute to vent i guess


January 14th, 2009

09:22 am

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November 13th, 2008

11:10 pm

if you take it out of the can then leave the room, take it to the damn dumpster. holy shit it isn't hard
Current Mood: pessimisticpessimistic

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October 11th, 2008

04:32 pm
I didn't realize how much I missed home....

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July 2nd, 2008

02:48 am - late night
set into life
by the music
of your soul
I can't stop
to the beat
of your heart
i no longer
know how to go on
your melody
together we'll go on
in perfect
close at hand
or far apart
the music never
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: arcade fire


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